Like the Graceful Dolphin, I shall Dive into the Chaotic Oceans!

Poopie...

                 Well... we were all set and ready to boogie this afternoon...until Lindsay called. " We have a problem... we can't find the title. "

                 It would figure...LOL. Yeah, its disappointing... but can't let it get me down. They're continuing the search...ripping their house to shreds... and in the meantime... Lindsay's mom ordered a new title for the car just in case. It could take up to 10 days to get here ( Fucking DMV )... but worst case scenario...it will be here in time for our trip next month. Mr. and Mrs. Prial feel really bad about all this...but I told em it wasn't a big deal...shit happens... ect... Should they find the title, they're going to call us right away as per they know we could use the car like...today? lol

                  So... I am trying to be patient...and continue to repeat in my head, " Good things come to those who wait..."

                  Went for coffee this morning with Rose. It was nice... though most of it was listening to Rose bitch about how awful their financial situation is, and how rich they'd be if they were still in an apartment... and Gods forgive me...I couldn't stop from saying it..." Well hun, now you know why Nate and I waited to buy a house, are continuing to wait, and trying not to put too much on our plate..." I know it was a bit of a slap in her face... and I felt bad for saying it... but 3 years ago... my best friend decided she no longer liked me or wanted to be my friend because she didn't need me anymore...I was too poor, and she made new friends with people who had 2.5 children, owned big houses, minivans, and had BBQ's so they're husbands could gawk at their neighbors wives... think I'm exaggerating? Humph... you don't know dear ole Rosie.

                   So why I have allowed Rose back into my life, and maybe my heart? Because when I see the tears in Rosie's eyes... and hear what she's been through... I can tell that she has been humbled, and taught a lesson about real life.... especially, when the woman who was once too poor for Rose, held $3345.00 in her purse, paid for both coffees and treats... and walked around happy, carefree, and collected...

                   While in House of K ( The European Clothing Store )... we realised just how...ahem...expensive the clothes are... they're a Danish clothing line, and the owner is a drop dead gorgeous blonde from Denmark, with a warm personality, and a genuine smile. The clothes were.... BEAUTIFUL. I wanted to take the whole store home... the fabrics were the perfect shades for my complexion... Sure...I could have bought...SOMETHING... but the penny pincher in me said, " Wal-mart here we come...". Rose looked heart broken looking at the tags... I just giggled and said I'd have to sell pieces of my soul... Perhaps when our State return arrives, I can buy that beautiful green coat... or that gorgeous brown and light pink dress...

                       Rose said, " I wish I could buy something, but I don't get taxes anymore...I end up oweing... must be nice having money..." I looked at her for a moment and said, " I used to envy you.... because you have a beautiful house... but then one day I realised how good Nate and I had it, tiny apartment and all... " When you dream, dream BIG... but when your faced with reality, thank the Gods for what you DO have... love.

                       So... maybe by some miracle the bloomin fae will return that fucking title so I can get my car... but until then... a walking we shall go... a walking we shall go... hi ho o derrio... a walking we shall go....