Like the Graceful Dolphin, I shall Dive into the Chaotic Oceans!

                     I got an email from my cousin April this morning...HOORAY!!! That made me feel good.

                     My dad let us have his truck for the morning. It was a wind chill of 4 degrees today...no way was I walking Emania in that cold. So we were able to take her to and from school, hit the rez, gas my dads truck for him, and...go to the BOE for the meeting.

                     They were not kidding when they warned us the county likes to play hard ball. The county provides the funding for the children with special needs. The woman representing them, Cathy, was a right pain in the ass. So... Nate and I played hard ball back. Wanna know what we got? EVERYTHING!!! * Dances... Emania will be attending school 5 days a week, be bused, and her tuition is hereby waived starting January 3rd. She will have both individual therapy, and group therapy, including Speech Therapy, Occupational Therapy, and MUSIC therapy!!! The Music therapy is what Cathy started to fight us on... HA HA. Not on your life bitch. They recommended music therapy because they noticed, like Nate and I, that Emania is a musical prodigy and reacts with flying colors when music is involved with her studies. They are also providing Nate and I with parental Training once a month to help us learn how to help her at home...YAY. I'm so happy for my peanut. The people at the meeting said they loved Nate and I...LOL...and said they wished they had more parents like us. Among the people at the meeting... Amy Walters, the Rainbow Preschool Head Evaluator, Margerie Vivian, Head of Special Education of the Board of Education, the woman from the County Legislature, a PTA representative, and a Kindergarden teacher that is hoping she gets Emania as a student...LOL. Overall...it was a good meeting.

                      I enjoyed the ride to the rez... gave me time to stare off into the snow swept fields, watch the geese flying South, watch the clouds fly by... and think. I have a problem atm. I'm not going to post what it is. Its not because I don't want people to know... or I don't love you, ect... Its just something I'm trying to deal with on my own. The people who need to know so. Depending on the outcome...I might post later what it is on my plate that is destroying my spirit right now. Before I end... I'd like to offer an all around " FUCK YOU " to the divine.