Like the Graceful Dolphin, I shall Dive into the Chaotic Oceans!

                        So as my sisters know...I've been playing a new PS2 game I got for my B-day RELIGIOUSLY for 3 days, until I beat it yesterday...woohooo. " God of War " is a KICK ASS game...and I recommend it for any pagans out there. If you'd like a breif description...check out : http://www.livejournal.com/users/krys_redblade/.

                        Anyways...playing this game had me remembering how much I loved the Greek Gods as a child. The Oddyssey and the Illiad are my two FAVORITE stories. Homer was a genius. Anyways... it kinda struck a cord with me how much I missed the legends of the Olympus...the Titans... the Monsters... the Hero's... ect... So I started going online and looking at all the old artwork and sculptures of mighty Zeus and the gang... and now my heart is kinda achy...and I ponder...Why didn't I become a Greek pagan? Granted...I've been visited by my Goddess Anu...I have a very close relationship with the Tuatha De Dannan... but... why do I have these feelings of longing?

                        Is it the child in me wanting to meet the Greek Gods? Is it my ancestors pushing me? Or is it just a silly game sparking interest in me? I'm both excited and kinda scared... I feel like my beliefs are about to take another turn... Ugh... just when I get comfortable...